To be in utopia

a moment

arcee — Sat, 13 Feb 2010 15:36:24 +0000

When things become blurry and you start to raise question
coming to hong kong is like being in pre-school
breaking out of the comfort zone
questioning yourself over and over

life in a big city where the traffic rarely stops
and the people are constantly on the move
when you feel you are never fast enough
You are never good enough
everything around you becomes a big blur
because everything is moving just too fast

i just i want to stop for a moment
can anyone give me that

Give me strength

arcee — Mon, 04 Jan 2010 13:20:58 +0000

A happy new year
The word new has a whole new vocab and meaning to me at this moment in time
A new job
A new environment
A new product cat.
A new home
A new everything

There is no looking back but i hope i have more faith and strength in myself
God give me strength..

The journey i embark

arcee — Sun, 13 Dec 2009 15:47:36 +0000

It has been ages since i wrote anything here..
but i believe soon this is my way to express my inner thoughts

The route ahead may seem uncertain
the journey i am about to embark is filled with dark corners
worries and excitements come from all corners
their advice i will carry with them across the shores

I hope i can remain grounded and down to earth
i hope i can be wiser while each experience i take
i hope i do not let all this get over me
i hope i can be guarded and shield myself from all harm
I hope be street wise and turn around corners when needed

Hong kong i hope you treat me well
Before i on embark on this journey
i would like to say
Singapore i think i will miss you
i will miss my family
i will miss my friends
i will miss whatever that is dearest and closest to my heart
i hope all these will keep me grounded

Expressing the displeased

arcee — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 09:47:20 +0000

Disappointed, Disappointment, Dishearten
Its been a roller coaster ride which i wonder if it will stop
but if it were to stop will i come out of the ride feeling cheery

I have not experience such disappointment in a fairly long time
The last time i felt this way was more than 4 years ago
I wish i could let everything go and be more certain about things

I alway believe in the phrase’ put yourself in the other person’s shoes”
it is difficult to understand if you do not see it in the perceptive of that person
comments such as “that’s life” it just didn’t feel appropriate
Nevertheless everyone is different and we see things differently
i shall not judge

i hope the weeks ago will be better
wish me luck

Sapa

arcee — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 05:32:03 +0000

Sapa really puts me in peace
perhaps its the weather or the air
it keeps in balance for just a little

But my worries still keep hurting me
Perhaps it the extra time that i have to reflect
i start to think of mine next step
the open spaces in mine life
will it be endless road
where i continue to walk

At the moment let me continue my journey hanoi